Extremely exhausted. Have been pooped on twice now and Skyler projectile vomited on me this morning. She also latched on and drank for a very long time- yaay
I am so tired but still so happy and elated at this little gift. Can’t believe God gave this gift to me to raise. I love her so much and just want to drink in every single moment. I would not change this for anything in the world
My mom just left after visiting for a week. It is so amazing to see how much happiness and joy Skyler brings her. She was such a big help while here I actually wish we could stay in the same complex or something. Sure sometimes my mom drives me insane but no one will ever love me more and the way she is in love with my little gift is amazing.
My sister has been here a lot- keeps brining clothes and headbands and cute stuff for Skyler
Once again I am exhausted but honestly this is so amazing.
I have started working- three days ago. It’s hard but is manageable and it makes me feel like I can still earn a living so I’m happy.
I found a school for Skyler – so happy about that. One where I feel she will be safe and looked after and nurtured. I can’t imagine dropping her and having to leave her but she will always be well looked after – me and her daddy will make sure of it
Her dad is so wonderful with her- wants to do everything for her and keeps looking at her with such awe and amazement. I still can’t believe we made her. I still can’t believe she is as cute as she is. This truly is the best thing that has ever happened to me. There can be nothing better than this…